Day 269: Entertaining Personality - Self Forgiveness


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to design the 'entertaining' personality through, when I was younger, having realized that through stimulating someone's 'sense of humor', I can get them to connect a positive value to me and to 'like me', where within getting this feedback, I then judged myself within a positive value judgment as being 'more than', and within this would then feel good about myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have designed the 'entertaining' personality because I was not here, accepting myself, as who I am as life, and so used energy to 'feel' like something

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to program myself to access / go into the 'entertaining' personality when I am with a group of people who are joking amongst themselves

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to like me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to see me in a 'positive way' in their own minds

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow the 'humor' system to exist within and as me and within and as humanity as a whole, within the starting point of using judgments, opinions, comparisons, to make ourselves feel good about ourselves / feel like we're more than / better than someone else, through accepting and allowing myself to exist as the 'entertaining' personality to stimulate the minds of others to see me within a positive value judgment / see me as 'more than'

When and as I am in a group of people who are joking amongst themselves, I commit myself to breathe and accept myself, breathe and stand as life, and realize that I am the one who activates personalities through my own desire to experience energy, and to thus in the moment look within myself to see if / where any want arises of 'wanting to experience myself' within some form of positive experience, and to breathe and let go of the want, let go of the experience

When and as I am in a group of people who are joking amongst themselves, I commit myself to allow myself to be silent, within realizing that I do not need to get anyone to like me or see me within a positive value judgment -- I do not need to stimulate another's mind / humor system


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