Day 264: Uncovering the 'I AM' Statements Hidden in Reactions - 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when and as I see someone left something unfinished, immediately react in judgment towards them of 'they deserve to be blamed for this', within the statement of 'they deliberately did not do this because they didn't want to, and now I have to'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is 'unfair' for me to pick up after someone else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the assumption that the ONLY reason they didn't do the thing, was because 'they didn't want to', within this using this assumption / belief as a justification to believe that THEY were the one being spiteful, in order to further justify a reaction within myself of the emotion of feeling abused, and further then using this emotion as a justification to believe that by then reacting in anger / annoyance / irritation -- I am in some way expressing a valid form of 'not accepting abuse' and that I am 'a victim of THEIR spitefulness' and that THEY are a 'problem' in this moment / scenario I am experiencing

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize and see that I go into such reactions of judgment / assumption / blame toward such behaviors of others, in order to manifest the necessary negative / friction experience within myself that leads to the positive experience of seeing myself / experiencing myself as 'responsible', and 'thorough', and 'considerate of others' -- where, in order to have this experience of myself -- I manifest a negative experience of / toward others so that I can generate a positive experience about myself / within myself - for myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from who I am as life as all as one as equal here, through and as the character / self idea / I Am statements of 'I am responsible', 'I am thorough', 'I am considerate', within and as a positive self judgment - through which I was in fact making myself 'more than' the actuality of the application / living of responsibility, thoroughness, consideration -- separating myself from physical reality within my mind as energy -- and wherein, in order for such a 'more than' experience of myself to exist as the positive point -- I had to then also manifest the negative point of seeing and experiencing others / my world in some way as 'less than me' -- which I could only do through judgment and blame and manifesting reactions of emotions / negative energy within myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place my interest in being / living as a character defined by 'I Am' statements through which I can manifest the experience of being more than what is here / more than another / better than another

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the lie of consciousness as an experience of self ideas / I Am statements defined in separation from and of myself as Here as all as one as equal as Life

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that the only REAL 'I' -- is the 'I' of and as Life Here as all as one as equal -- and that, in defining myself through and as 'I AM' statements made within the starting point of creating an experience of being 'more than' another / better than another - I am making myself less than the REAL 'I' - less than what is Here -- diminishing myself into a character in my mind --- in order to manifest myself as a positive experience -- which then also comes with the manifestation of the Negative polarity / friction point required to generate the positive experience of being more than / better than, within the 'I AM' statements I have defined myself within and as, and that no matter how effective I believe I am within my 'I AM' statements --- as long as such characters / statements exist within me as self definitions -- as long as I am in fact standing / manifesting myself in separation from and of who I am Here as Life as all as one as equal -- I will be missing out / not able to really SEE and work with reality -- as I will be existing within / directed by patterns automated within the function of generating energy within and as the mind / consciousness

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize the importance of specifically uncovering all 'I AM" statements I have defined myself within -- to be able to identify exactly where I have defined myself in separation as characters through which I have manifested myself as patterns that function to generate energy within and as polarity designs within my mind as consciousness in separation of who I am here as life as all as one as equal

Will continue in the next post...

Comments

  1. Powerful self-forgiveness statements. I learned alot from this. Thank you Matti!

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  2. this is empowering. thanks for sharing.

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