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Day 265: Uncovering the 'I AM' Statements Hidden in Reactions - 2

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Continuing from this last post:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when and as I see someone left something unfinished, immediately react in judgment towards them of 'they deserve to be blamed for this', within the statement of 'they deliberately did not do this because they didn't want to, and now I have to'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is 'unfair' for me to pick up after someone else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the assumption that the ONLY reason they didn't do the thing, was because 'they didn't want to', within this using this assumption / belief as a justification to believe that THEY were the one being spiteful, in order to further justify a reaction within myself of the emotion of feeling abused, and further then using this emotion as a justification to believe that by then reacting in anger / annoyance / irritation -- I am in…

Day 264: Uncovering the 'I AM' Statements Hidden in Reactions - 1

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when and as I see someone left something unfinished, immediately react in judgment towards them of 'they deserve to be blamed for this', within the statement of 'they deliberately did not do this because they didn't want to, and now I have to'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is 'unfair' for me to pick up after someone else

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the assumption that the ONLY reason they didn't do the thing, was because 'they didn't want to', within this using this assumption / belief as a justification to believe that THEY were the one being spiteful, in order to further justify a reaction within myself of the emotion of feeling abused, and further then using this emotion as a justification to believe that by then reacting in anger / annoyance / irritation -- I am in some way expressing a valid…

Day 263: Snapping myself out of the resistance to blogging

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, most of the time when I am faced with having a couple of hours to work on writing / blogging, immediately go into a backchat of 'I'm not going to have enough time to really open the point up' and to react to this point within an experience of resistance and then allow the resistance to direct me to rather find something to busy myself with like a point of stimulation, or busy work that I don't really need to be doing, or running an errand that I don't really need to run in that moment -- and to then suppress that I actually see I could have worked on a blog or writing, using the excuse / justification of 'I need more time overall before I can get back to blogging regularly'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and tell myself that I need more time before I can blog regularly, even though I in fact see that there are moments where I could write a blog

I forgive mysel…