Day 220: Releasing Myself From Money Related Stress

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as an experience of 'stress' in relation to money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect 'working' with an experience of 'inner stress' and to believe that 'needing to work' creates an experience of stress inside myself, instead of seeing and realizing that I in fact see myself creating the stress through participating in thoughts / ideas like 'this is so time consuming', and 'this is taking up my time', and 'this is wearing me out'

Thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in / accept and allow the thoughts of 'work is so time consuming' and 'work is taking up all my time', and 'work is wearing me out' to exist within and as me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the requirement of working to make money for my experience of stress and to within this use the point of stress as a way to justify points where I don't stick to my commitments and push myself to move to my full effectiveness in making the necessary changes in my world / life in relation to money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I experience stress, it means I am limited by it, instead of realizing that -- I can stop the stress because I created it and in accepting and allowing stress I'm just accepting and allowing myself to take shit from myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow myself to create stress within myself in relation to money / work because of points of fear that I have not yet faced within the actions I see I have available to take to sort out / make the necessary changes in my work to make my life more effective in relation to money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create / use stress as a way to distract myself from facing my fears

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waste time with creating / experiencing stress, that I could be using to do practical things that are actually self supportive / expansive

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I had more money, that would be the solution to stress -- instead of realizing and seeing that self honestly - the stress I experience, is entirely self created and that I just like the idea of the experience of 'relief' when and as I would have enough money to stop working

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to experience an experience of 'relief' of 'being able to stop working' and to hold onto this idea of this experience in my imagination, and to not see and realize that this experience of 'relief' can only exist if I am existing within a negative point / judgment toward my current situation as 'stressful'

Thus, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my current work situation / requirement as 'negative' and 'stressful'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the idea of the experience of 'relief' of 'being able to stop working'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trap myself in a polarity cycle of feeling motivated and feeling stressed out, within defining myself within the starting point of wanting to experience the experience of 'relief' that 'I can stop working' wherein, when it seems like / looks like I'm getting 'closer' to that point, I will get excited, and then when things don't quite play out the way it initially looked, and the 'relief' experience suddenly looks 'further away', I'll then go into the point of stress / the negative point / low point

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I can work, and walk the practical actions within my responsibilities / my life, without a positive or negative point as motivation / starting point -- what I am doing does not need to define how I experience myself -- I decide how I experience myself -- and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose touch with the simplicity of Physical Reality wherein common sense shows -- whether I am working full time or working 2 hours a day or not working at all -- my Physical remains the same -- the money / work hours is simply a structural point that varies in terms of what I am doing in space / time but -- that does not determine who I am and how I experience myself

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the physical circumstance of how much money I have / how much I have to work, to determine how I experience myself, within the belief that -- less money / more work = stress / depression / negative, and more money / less work = relief / motivation / positive

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make reality more than what it is, within and through my mind

When and as I see myself going into an experience of stress - I commit myself to Stop and identify what thoughts I was just participating in that triggered the experience, and to correct myself / stop myself as that point of thought and re-align myself with practical reality as breath, to thus not create / accumulate an experience of stress

I commit myself to stop creating stress within myself

When and as it is time to go to work - I commit myself to first identify any / all thoughts that arise in relation to work, and to breathe and let go of the thoughts and re-align myself with and as the physical, as silence, as stability

When and as I see myself accessing the idea of 'not working = relief experience' -- I stop and immediately identify where I was accessing the point of stress / wanting relief in relation to money / work -- and re-align myself to practical physical reality as breath to thus release myself from any polarity cycle of energy within my mind

I commit myself to move myself to use my time effectively within making the necessary changes in my world life / in relation to becoming more effective with money, and to remind myself that - all I need to do is move myself effectively and live each day fully within what I can do

I commit myself to stop creating stress and to within this stop compromising my effective self movement / time use during my day


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