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Day 221: How to Watch TV with Self Awareness Part 1

I'm going to share my process of how I've changed my starting point within watching TV series and movies since I started my process standing / walking with Desteni.

Firstly, I want to say how cool it is to watch TV series and movies with having been shown through my study of the Desteni tools how to investigate my starting point / origin points of my behavior and inner experiences of thoughts, feeling, and emotions through applying self honesty within looking at when / where / how I've defined myself within my life, and how my self definitions have been the basis of the thoughts, feelings, and emotions that come up as 'my personality'. And within this looking at how to change my definitions from that of an Energy Value within reactions / opinions / interpretations / beliefs - to definitions aligned with Practical Value within the consideration of practical living and outcomes that are best for all life, instead of that which benefits / considers only the individua…

Day 220: Releasing Myself From Money Related Stress

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as an experience of 'stress' in relation to money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect 'working' with an experience of 'inner stress' and to believe that 'needing to work' creates an experience of stress inside myself, instead of seeing and realizing that I in fact see myself creating the stress through participating in thoughts / ideas like 'this is so time consuming', and 'this is taking up my time', and 'this is wearing me out'

Thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in / accept and allow the thoughts of 'work is so time consuming' and 'work is taking up all my time', and 'work is wearing me out' to exist within and as me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the requirement of working to make money for my experience of stress and to …

Day 219: Freedom Within Structure Part 3 - Energy Secrets of the Human Computer

So what is quite clear by now through investigating the nature of Spirituality through Self Forgiveness is really fascinating because it shows how, the same as with any other type of personality or belief system - it's simply a program we input into our physical bodies through the pre-installed mind platform of the body which is like, our operating system that enables us to have language, and process information through our sensory systems.  
The spiritual program is quite a bizarre program because -- when one is installed with this program, one will tend to, in the face of the personality / character / belief system's obvious dependency on the Physical as the very platform through which it exists / is experienced -- fervently proclaim that the physical reality, the physical body is 'an illusion', while the spiritual / energy experience you're having inside your physical body -- with all the pictures and feelings and fantasies -- that is what is apparently real. Y…