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Day 75: Is Having Children my Natural Right? - Part 1

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This post is inspired by Activist's Journey to Life post: Day 105: What Makes Us Human (Moomans?). The character I'm looking at here is the character that says: "I can go into a relationship and have sex, therefore I have the right to have a child, because that's what humans do, they have children and I am a human and so it is nature's way that I can have my child and nature will ensure my child develops in the best way".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that just because I 'naturally' have the physiological ability to conceive and birth a child, that something called a 'force of nature' will just 'take care of' my child's development -- instead of realizing and seeing the obvious fact that parents -- through and as the starting point of existing within and as their own accepted nature as beliefs, culture, religion, opinions, judgments, reactions, feelings, emotions, thoughts, secrets, lies, imag…

Day 74: My Channeling Experience - Self Commitment Statements

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Self Commitment statements in continuation of my last post.

I commit myself to show that if one is not self honest here in every moment of breath then one will never see what is real or be able to assist and support life in this world --where, it is common sense that one should be here in every moment of breath in actual self awareness investigating, uncovering, seeing, realizing exactly what one is accepting and allowing as one's starting point and seeing whether one's starting point stands eternal as that which will produce what is best for all life, or whether one's starting point accepts and allowing separation from life through self interest - which will create consequence - such as the consequences as poverty, starvation, war, greed, corruption, rape, crime, abuse -- all the consequence of accepted and allowed self interest instead of all standing together as Life to live what is best for all

I commit myself to show that channeled messages are entertainment that play…

Day 73: My Channeling Experience Part 2: Self Forgiveness Statements

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Self Forgiveness statements in continuation of my last post.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I never once considered how I could crosscheck my girlfriend's 'channeling state' to make sure it was not just her own mind, and within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in accepting the experience she told me she was having, as-is without any consideration or investigation or questioning, I was showing to myself that I was actually brainwashed by my own spiritual beliefs and fantasies and ideas that I liked - and validating / confirming / experiencing my beliefs and fantasies and ideas was all I was interested in - to the point where I could be easily deceived as long as someone would use the words and ideas that I liked / supported my self definition -- because -- I had no self honesty, just self interest and thus accepted anything that fit within my self interest
I forgive myself that I…

Day 72: Deconstructing my Channeling Experience - Part 1

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Alright, I'm now going to walk through quite a fascinating 'spiritual experience' from my past. The 'channeling' experience. To be more specific, the experience of being with the person I was then in a relationship with, when she entered a 'channeling state'.

Now, in my last few posts I've been deconstructing quotes from a book written by 'Esther and Jerry Hicks'. And, the way this book was written was that the husband would ask questions to the 'being' that the wife was channeling, and my 'channeling experience' worked the same way.

One evening we were sitting in my girlfriend's room on her bed, and she told me that she could right now talk to her 'higher self', and explained that she would sometimes go into these moments in which she experienced that she was 'open' to receive communications from her 'higher self'. Now, the reason we had started a relationship was because, right from the beginning we…

Day 71: Deconstructing Ask and It is Given - Part 6

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More self forgiveness statements, with self corrective commitment statements in continuation of my last post deconstructing the following quote:

"Every physical Being on your planet is your partner in co-creation, and if you would accept that and appreciate the diversity of beliefs and desires-all of you would have more expansive, satisfying, and fulfilling experiences."

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the reason starvation and poverty exists, is because inequality is allowed by human beings who have created themselves as characters of beliefs and desires in their mind in separation of themselves as the physical human body that could be here doing what is best for all life in realizing that what is best for all is best for each

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the reason people walk into movie theaters and shoot people with guns, is because they have created themselves as a character of b…

Day 70: Deconstructing Ask and It is Given - Part 5

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Continuing my deconstruction of Ask and It is Given, by Esther and Jerry Hicks, having a look at the following quote:

"Every physical Being on your planet is your partner in co-creation, and if you would accept that and appreciate the diversity of beliefs and desires-all of you would have more expansive, satisfying, and fulfilling experiences."

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as partners in co-creation of the earth experience, human beings are supposed to be the caretakers of life who appreciate each other as equals and give equally to each other the support the earth provides so that humanity can as equals assist and support the diversity of life forms on earth to reach their fullest self expression

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the most expansive, satisfying, and fulfilling experiences are that of assisting and supporting all life to reach its fullest expression, within applying our…

Day 69: Deconstructing Ask and It is Given - Part 4

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Self Corrective Commitment statements in continuation of my last post deconstructing the following quote from Ask and It is Given, by Esther and Jerry Hicks:"…As you enthusiastically made the decision to come into this physical body and create in this way, you understood, from your Non-Physical vantage point, that this physical world was not broken and in need of repair and you did not come forth to fix it."

When and as I am reading websites / books and encounter messages 'describing' the afterlife, or telling me 'what I decided / chose', 'before I came to this physical world' -- I immediately stop and investigate the starting point of what I am reading, to see if it is suggesting I direct my attention into my mind into imagination based on beliefs within hope / desires / expectations as self interest, rather than directing my attention to the matters at hand in this world that require attention: like poverty, starvation, abuse -- and I remind myself …

Day 68: Deconstructing Ask and It is Given - Part 3

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In this post I'm continuing with my Deconstruction of Ask and It is Given, by Esther and Jerry Hicks, working with the following quote:
"You Did Not Come to Fix a Broken World…As you enthusiastically made the decision to come into this physical body and create in this way, you understood, from your Non-Physical vantage point, that this physical world was not broken and in need of repair and you did not come forth to fix it.You saw this physical world as a creative environment in which you, and everyone else, could express yourselves creatively and you did not come forth to try to get others to stop doing what they are doing and do something else. You came forth understanding the value in the contrast, and the balance in the variety.Every physical Being on your planet is your partner in co-creation, and if you would accept that and appreciate the diversity of beliefs and desires-all of you would have more expansive, satisfying, and fulfilling experiences."
Now, before I g…

Day 67: Deconstructing Ask and It is Given - Part 2

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In this post I am walking Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Commitment statements in relation to the following quote from the book, Ask and It is Given, by Esther and Jerry Hicks.
"Even the cells of your well-tended-to body are having their own experience and are emanating their own preferences-and every preference is recognized by Source and immediately answered, with no exceptions."

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the cells of my body constitute my body as a whole and my body as a whole has certain requirements in order to remain breathing and be able to walk and move around and participate on earth, such as food, water, medical attention, shelter -- and that half the world which is in poverty does not have access to effective support for their bodies, as they do not have enough money - and that is is not 'Source' that recognizes what a body / cells need and provides support, but it is capitalists who recognize what th…

Day 66: Deconstructing "Ask and It is Given" Part 1

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Over the next few days I will be deconstructing quotes from the book 'Ask and It is Given' - A popular book about the Law of Attraction by Esther and Jerry Hicks. 
In the next couple of posts I will be working with the following quote:
"If you do not have the ability to know what you do want, you will not have the ability to know what you do not want. And without the ability to know what you do not want, you could not know what you do want. And so, it is through your exposure to life experience that your natural preferences are born. In fact, these preferences are exuding from you in all moments of every day, at many levels of your Being. Even the cells of your well-tended-to body are having their own experience and are emanating their own preferences-and every preference is recognized by Source and immediately answered, with no exceptions."
In this post I am walking Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Commitment Statements on the following line:
"it is through …

Day 65: Physical Tiredness Vs. Mind Tiredness

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I am not being engaged with moving pictures, sounds, and 'things happening', and am just sitting doing a repetitive task like clicking the mouse button to rate a blog, that I will and must get 'tired' and 'groggy', and 'sleepy', instead of realizing that this tiredness experience is the mind of characters as energy which require constant stimulation to keep the characters activated through constantly triggering memories which activate the thoughts, backchat, feelings and emotions that constitute the characters -- and that in experiencing tiredness and grogginess and heaviness in my head particularly at the end of the day when I am just sitting fairly still and reading, or rating blogs, indicates that throughout my day I had been in my mind as characters as energy experiences -- even of neutral energy experiences of just 'experiencing me' as 'only me' where I was …

Day 64: Deconstructing my Ascended Master Experience part 2

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Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Commitment statements on the point of Ascended Masters in continuation of my last post.


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that ascended masters were the same as any other mythical characters in story books and legends, in that even if they did exist - the only effect they had on this world was that they 'lived on' in the minds of human beings as an idea of a character attributed with special powers, just like jesus, saints, vampires, unicorns, giants, leprechauns, where - according to the specific desires, hopes, wishes, fears, values of the person, they will like a character and want it to have been real / be real, and style themselves around the theme of the character they like -- wherein, despite ascended masters being described as masters of love, compassion, wisdom, etc - no human being was applying any practical love, compassion, wisdom in assisting and supporting all life to be supported in this…