Day 153: Spiritual Guidance for 2012

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when Nothing happens in 2012 and I am still Here in this world / dimension, still subject to the same limitations, law, rules, restrictions, pains, fears that I've been subject to my whole life - I will be faced with the point of seeing that I have been living a Lie

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the fact that NONE of the previous channeled messages / predictions from 'higher beings / aliens / ascended masters' have EVER come true, indicates that the entire world of New Age Predictions is a LIE

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that spirituality / new age / ascension is a Lie, because if it was a Lie, I would have to face the fact that I am stuck in a world that is Hell, and I would not know what to do / not know what my purpose is / no longer be able to 'feel good' within a constant state of anticipation / hope / excitement

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I've based my entire explanation of why suffering and pain and abuse exists on earth, on the hope and anticipation that there exists some 'order' to the universe that is guiding everything automatically according to some 'perfect plan', and that all of the various versions / interpretations of this 'perfect plan' include some form of prediction / message about something 'happening' in 2012 -- and that when Nothing happens in 2012 -- I will have to face the possibility that maybe THERE IS NO PERFECT PLAN GUIDING EVERYTHING AUTOMATICALLY

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the only Perfect Plan for the universe, is one where everything is ordered according to what is Best for All Life -- where no suffering, pain, or abuse exists anywhere, EVER, and that this is actually what everyone wants -- but that NONE of the spiritual / new age messages that exist, have EVER suggested that we as humanity should do what is Best for All on Earth -- but have ONLY ever given stories / messages dependent on BELIEF and ASSUMPTION, that 'explain' and give reasons and justifications as to WHY suffering / pain / abuse is just a 'natural part of the universe'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that the anticipation I experience about 'what will happen' in 2012, is entirely based on my IMAGINATION -- and that within the world, within what is actually happening physically every day on Earth, there is absolutely NO indication that any wonderful 'change' or 'shift' is happening -- as every day the suffering and abuse continues, and the conflicts and crises escalate

Within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I've placed my hope / trust / faith in the Assumption / Belief that the 'reason' suffering / abuse / conflict / crises are escalating, is because we are coming to the 'end of a cycle' within which 'something will happen' that will 'change things'

And thus I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when NOTHING happens in 2012 - no shift, no change, no wonderful event -- we will still be faced with the escalating suffering / abuse / conflict, and still be faced with the fact that this world requires a Solution -- but, that we will no longer be able to trust our Imagination because we will have proven to ourselves that everything that we imagined was a LIE

Within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that, when nothing happens in 2012 and I have proven to myself that my imagination was a Lie - I will be faced with the point of realizing that all my thoughts, feelings, and emotions in relation to 2012 were also a LIE -- all the good feelings, all the thoughts and experiences I had inside myself about 2012 - were a LIE -- thus, how can I trust my thoughts, feelings, and emotions to indicate what is real?

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that what is Real, is that which does not require imagination / assumption / thoughts / beliefs to generate it -- which is the Physical Reality - and that thus to live for Real - would be to live as a Physical Being, not as an energetic experience constructed out of beliefs and assumptions

Within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that Real Change in this world will thus come through Physical Actions within a Real Context that does not require belief and assumption, which is the Physical Reality

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the Real I is the I as a Physical Being -- not the 'I as a spirit / ascending being / energy being / lightworker / starseed / buddhist' -- because the I as a physical being is that which is Here when all beliefs / assumptions / thoughts / feelings / emotions are taken away

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as the Physical I -- I would still be Here if all calendars, websites, books, new age shops, churches, temples, crystals, ufos, mandalas, clocks, 2012 paraphernalia were Removed from existence -- but that the 'spiritual I', requires all these things to exist, because it has actually been created using all these things as reference material -- for example the experience of 'synchronicity' when seeing '11:11' on a clock, or feeling good when reading a spiritual message on a website, or feeling excited when reading a channeled message about 2012 -- whereas, the Physical I only requires the Physical Reality as reference

I commit myself to, when Nothing happens in 2012 -- not go into my mind and start imagining various excuses / reasons as to 'why' nothing happened and start imagining new scenarios of stuff that maybe possible could happen at a 'later date' -- but to realize that there is already a reality here to work with - which currently exists as limitation / abuse / pain due to the way our Money system works, and that instead of ignoring it and hoping for some fantasy to come true, I might as well stop wasting my life and get to work understanding the problem and coming to an actual solution

I commit myself to, when Nothing happens in 2012 - to expose the predictions and messages about 2012 for what they've been -- a fantasy we participated in from the starting point of desperate fear of facing this world as it exists, with only ourselves being responsible

I commit myself to show that existing in a state of anticipation / expectation for something to happen in 2012 simply indicates that we've not bothered to actually use our time in coming to real solutions for this world and value the experience of hope more than actual Change that will support all life

I commit myself to show that when nothing happens in 2012, that indicates that spirituality / new age has proven itself to be a Lie, and that within this it would be extremely irresponsible to just 'reboot' the message with a new prediction for some later date, as this would result in continued neglect of the suffering and pain being experienced by billions on earth as a result of our abusive money system

I commit myself to show that we do not need imagination / predictions / prophecies to change the world -- all we need is the decision to take responsibility for what is in our hands - the physical world

When nothing happens in 2012, we'll be waiting at Equal Money with a Real Solution for this world.
www.equalmoney.org

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