Day 100: Programming Children as the I of Survival: Self Forgiveness Statements


I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the current generation of adults bringing children into this world are those that program children through the example we set as the way of 'life' we accept and have defined as 'normal' - for example that it is 'normal' to define 'Life' within the context of 'my experience' within the money system that will end around age 70 or 80

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when a child by the age of 7 has already accepted a definition of 'life' as 'my experience that will end at age 70 or 80', and does not consider themselves as Life that is Equal in All, it will become very difficult for that child when they grow up to consider anything but their own experience and will thus be ill equipped to take responsibility for this world, as proven by my example as the parent who also finds it difficult to consider anything but my own experience, does not consider myself as Life that is Equal in All, and actually believes it's impossible for 'me' to 'do anything' to change this world as I have accepted that it is not possible for me to exist any other way than to be constantly occupied with earning money to pay my bills so that I can survive

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that within the statement 'the children are our future', currently 'our future' is the repetition and perpetuation of an abusive, neglectful relationship with humans amongst themselves and with the earth, as I have accepted and allowed myself to bring children into this world within full acceptance of the current world as it exists as being 'the only way things can exist', which is the same acceptance I will pass on to my children

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when my children see me living my life within acceptance of the money system, not investigating any practical solution to support Life in this world, and when they see old people and the way they live within complete acceptance of the money system, within themselves as old people not seeing it as a problem that they've reached the 'end of their lives' without having made any difference in this world whatsoever, the children will accept that example as the 'way things are' and will live the same way - just as I did by copying the example my parents and grandparents set for me

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that by the time my children accept individual survival and self preservation as the definition of Life, they will already have an effective foundation of justification for themselves to pursue happiness as a consumer without regard for those without money and access to support in this world, as they will have accepted the belief that they are not responsible for those other people because 'I can't do anything, I'm just here to survive' -- which is the example set by the parents

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as parents, it is our fear for our survival that keeps us trapped in Self Interest, devoted to seeking an experience of happiness / relief from our Fear through the consumer system, never standing together and agreeing to stop forcing each other to have to earn our survival, never realizing that We are the ones who decide if survival is Given Unconditionally, or is something that we Force each other to Earn

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in this world, the word Survival is lived within a value system where value is defined as that which serves only My (I) Survival and thus the actions of human beings are aligned with what serves only My Survival, instead of living the word Survival within a value system where Life is Value - the Life that is Equal as I in All - where our participation would be aligned with Serving Life to ensure the survival of the I of Life in All - as Serve-I-All

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in a world where we Give to each other as we would like to receive, Life can Flow Equally for All and no one will ever think about what age they might die, because they will be able to Live instead of just trying to get in as much 'survival' as possible, actually waiting for death as the release from the constant struggle to survive

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my fear for my survival, and my horror at the atrocities against life that exist in this world, to such an extent that I make it seem to my children like everything is fine -- giving my children the false impression that they are in a world that is fine, when in fact a world where war, poverty, and starvation exists is Hell - and is no place for a child

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the reason human beings accept that life must end around age 70 or 80, is because our lives as consumers, working every day to survive, would drive us completely mad if we had to do it for eternity, and because we actually want to die because we could not bear to live alongside poverty and starvation and war for eternity

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that to be able to Live eternally on Earth, we would have to end poverty and starvation and war, and work together to take care of each other and the earth - and that since we are taking no action whatsoever to end poverty, starvation and war, we are showing that we actually have no interest in Life on Earth

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that as a human being with no interest in Life on Earth, waiting around to die at age 70 or 80 - that is the starting point I will pass on to my children

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that it's not too late to take responsibility to change myself and end my ways of self interest to be able to take responsibility for this world to ensure it is a place where future generations are guaranteed a dignified life from birth to death -- all I have to do is make the Decision to start walking my Journey to Life, as within the Journey to Life Blogs it is shown how a person of any age can make the decision to change, and actually change in fact

Self Corrective Commitment statements to follow in my next post.


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