Day 85: The Universe Fulfills All Requests: Self Forgiveness
Self Forgiveness statements in continuation of my last post.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the resources and labor that went into the production and facilitation of my food, home, car, gasoline, health care, education, books, decorations, musical instruments, art supplies, electricity, computer, cell phone, internet service, clothing, etc, etc -- are set in motion by the hands of human beings according to how we have agreed to use resources to produce things and make them available to each other -- and that within this the movement of money - which we also created - is what determines what requests I will be able to fulfill in terms of the kind of life I want to live and the basic needs I require to survive -- wherein, there exists no 'Universe' as some magical 'Source' that 'delivers' me what I request -- it's all Human Beings moving around what is already here, that has come from the earth, according to our Agreed, Accepted, and Allowed Relationships
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that any message promoting an idea of a god / creator / source / universe that is 'manifesting' what I need - is deliberate deception where a Make Believe story is told, that plays into the guilt, fears, and desires of human beings with MONEY - misleading a person away from the facts of how the money system works, to justify accepting the current relationships of humanity with each other, the earth, the animals, which is that of Self Interest as the foundation of the current money system - where money was created as a tool of self interest to control access to that which human beings need to exist and live on earth
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that spirituality is based on the absolute FEAR of facing the fact that in this Universe we are ALL ALONE on earth as the SOLE beings responsible for the conditions in which ALL BEINGS on earth are born into, where in this FEAR, elaborate alternate Universes in the MIND are created with ideas of 'god' as loving caretaker that will grant you whatever you desire as long as you understand how to connect with god and allow god's abundance to flow into your life -- as a way to within one's mind remove oneself from responsibility for what exists in this world because with a belief, you can make yourself FEEL anything - and it has been accepted that if you feel good about what you believe in, then it must be real, and therefore whatever attributes I would like god to have, must be real because I feel good when I imagine such a god -- within this completely ignoring the fact that no matter what belief I have - everyone in this world is stuck in the actual world system / money system that is here, that we are daily creating, accepting and allowing to dictate who lives and dies based on if you have money or not - and that over decades of time, no belief, no religion, no spirituality, no energy practice has EVER changed the nature of the money system and in fact inequality has increased in spite of more people becoming apparently 'spiritually awakened' to some 'loving, abundant source' that will send you what you desire if you learn how to connect with it
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I know full well that if I place a request with 'the Universe' to receive food -- that the only way I will get food, is through going to the store and buying it with MONEY, or BUYING seeds and garden equipment and gardening books and planting food on my property which I BOUGHT with MONEY -- and that thus I am just entertaining myself with BULLSHIT to make myself feel better about accepting and allowing inequality and abuse to exist in this world
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I really believed in the idea of a 'Universe / source / creator' that will just 'provide for you' if you ask, I would immediately go to poor countries and teach the poor, starving, sick children there how to ask the Universe for support and I would stay there and make sure that support is given to them -- but, I will NEVER do this because I KNOW that I am participating in BULLSHIT fantasies in my mind to make myself feel good
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that if I bring children into this world, I will teach them how to use money because I know that you cannot get anything without money in this world -- and if I were to teach them that the way you get food / basic needs / education / support in this world is to sit and meditate and place a request with the 'Universe', that my child would DIE
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give permission for LIARS to present FALSE messages that ignore reality and make a profit off teaching people with money to feel good about their self interest, resulting in NO CHANGE ever happening in the world
Self Corrective Commitment Statements to follow in my next post.