Day 46: No Thought is Inconsequential
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is 'harmless' to have thoughts about what I'm going to do later in the day, within the idea that 'because I'm just thinking about the physical things I'm going to do, it's harmless'
Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create myself as a limited character that is 'only me' in existence, just so I can preoccupy myself with 'thinking about me and what I'm going to do', so that I can have a moment of entertainment within my mind as I walk my day, instead of living here as a breath with all as as one as equal as We where what is relevant in every moment is not thoughts about 'what am I, me, myself going to do later', but is the actual Living within my utmost possible effectiveness in doing what is best for all - to not miss even one breath in preoccupation with thoughts where I, in the moment of thinking 'leave' reality, leave the We as what is Here, and become the character of 'me and what I'm experiencing and what I'm going to do'
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that in thinking about 'the stuff I'm going to do later', that I need to / require to visualize / imagine / think about / see in my mind as pictures what I'm going to do later - and that 'such thoughts are harmless', instead of realizing that in allowing myself to leave the We of All that is Here as the Physical, and becoming the 'Me only' through taking the physical and transforming it into 'my world' in 'my mind' as a picture, I am accepting and allowing the starting point in myself and all others of the taking of what is here as the physical and transforming it into energy as a picture show in 'my mind' - and within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I'm not actually thinking about 'what I'm going to do later', I'm seeing pictures that I've formed from memories within which I've turned physical reality into a picture show of memories in my mind within which I am the character as the star of the picture show - even in seemingly 'inconsequential' participation in memory / visualization
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the consequence of me allowing myself to create myself as thoughts of even a 'seemingly inconsequential nature' - is that I am creating myself / perpetuating myself as thoughts / characters existent as energy that I took from the physical substance of what is Here -- and that within this I am still participating within an alternate reality of pictures within my mind as an interpretation of the Physical, and am not actually Here as the physical, as the We that is Here as all as one as equal -- and thus within this I am supporting the perpetuation of humanity as bubbles of alternate mind realities consisting of memories as interpretation of the physical through self interest / separation as the 'only me' -- I am still taking the substance of what is here as physicality and transforming it into energy to fuel the illusion of 'only me and my day and my experience' - thus perpetuating and supporting the existence of the world system / money system that takes the substance of what is here as the Physical reality and transforms it into a means to make money to fuel the illusion of 'only my self interest' as 'how can I profit and survive within the consideration of only my experience of me'
I commit myself to, as I walk my day, when and as I find myself thinking in pictures about 'my day' and 'what I'm going to do', and 'what I'd like to do' - I stop and I return to breath here
I commit myself to remind myself that there is no thought of an 'inconsequential nature', as the very act of creating thoughts is the act of separation - the act of taking my physical manifested equality and oneness with all as the physical reality that is here, and transforming it into energy to create thoughts as a picture show that only I as the 'only me' experience in 'my own mind' - which has, through each in existence existing within this inner starting point of separation, manifested the consequence of our separation as the manifested physical world system / money system of separation
I commit myself to remind myself that I am the creator of 'my own mind', and I am the creator of everything that arise within 'my own mind', since I've already proven to myself that I am able to be here and walk my day physically without thinking, and that thus there is no excuse / justification possible as to why I should, for a moment, create myself into and as limitation as a thought / picture
Read Heaven's Journey to Life to learn how to stop creating consequence and start living as life