Day 28: Fill your Essence with The Creator’s Divine Love





"The Creator has sent you a beautiful Pearlescent Pink Love Wave to wrap ever so gently around you. Close your eyes and allow this Divine Gift to fill your Essence with The Creator’s Divine Love. Accept this warm feeling of being Hugged by The Creator for it truly is the desire of The Creator to have you enjoy this wonderful love exchange"

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I hear the words 'pink pearlescent love wave wrapping ever so gently around me', and it makes me feel good, it is because I decided I like the color pink, and I like the feel of soft things wrapping gently around me, and that thus it was not 'the creator' that was sending me a good feeling, it was me making myself feel good when I heard a message I liked

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that when I heard the words 'it is truly the desire of the creator to have you enjoy this wonderful love exchange', and it made me feel good, it was because I decided I liked the idea of a creator / another desiring to give me enjoyment and make me feel good because it made me feel special / significant / meaningful - and that thus I was not experiencing the creator, but was making myself feel good

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that no matter how good I feel, no matter how much pink colored things I look at / surround myself with, and no matter how many people I surround myself with that tell me they desire to make me feel good and love me, that I am not having any effect of bringing an end to physical suffering on Earth -- which is proven in the small and large ways I experience pain and discomfort within my life -- wherein, no matter how good I feel, I cannot stop the pain that comes with hunger, injury, illness

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that even in the small pain and discomfort I experience daily, that I am being shown by the physical reality that my good feelings are not making this world a place without suffering

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that it is only because I have enough money to place myself in a position of relative physical comfort, that I can believe that I am in a creation made of love and good feelings -- and that if I don't have money, I am subject to a wide variety of pain and discomfort and suffering such as poverty, starvation, illness simply because I do not have access to the consumer system of goods and services that provide comfort and ease

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify the extreme physical suffering endured by those without money with the belief that it is part of a 'loving god / creator's plan', or that the physical suffering experienced by other beings is their 'choice' they made at a 'higher level', and that 'it is part of their journey to remember that they are love and good feelings' - within this taking all attention / focus away from physical solutions that would end the suffering of others, and placing all attention / focus on me and my good feelings

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the reason I would rather focus on feeling good and thinking about a loving creator that loves me and sends me waves of love, is simply because it feels nice, and because I decided that since it feels nice that's how I would like to spend my time and money on Earth, and that I would not like to spend my time and money on Earth working toward a practical solution to end the suffering of those without money - because when I focus on the suffering I see in the physical reality, there is nothing there to make me feel nice, and so I rather focus in my mind on ideas and stories about creators that desire to send me waves of love and fill me with love because that makes me feel nice

Within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the only context in which my feelings of love exist, is to make me feel good because I like the way it feels - and that my feelings of love do not equate to practical steps taken to design a new world system to end the suffering of those who do not have money ----the only understanding my feelings of love are based in, is my understanding that I can make myself feel good by focusing on ideas, pictures, colors, sensations that I like -- and that thus to dedicate my entire life on Earth to making myself feel good while half the world starves -- is total self interest / separation from ME as LIFE, into a bubble in my mind that consists only of ME as FEELING GOOD

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that me liking the idea of a creator sending me a pink wave of love, does not equate to practical support being given to bring those currently suffering with no money in poverty and starvation, out of their horrific condition

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that it benefits those who profit from the abuse of life, for me to focus all my attention on ideas and stories of creators sending me pink waves of love, because when I focus only on feeling good, I remain an obedient consumer that consumes goods and services to support myself in my pursuit of feeling good -- and that, I will actually buy pink things, and other goods that symbolize a 'loving creator sending me love', because that product makes me feel good because it is aligned with the ideas and feelings I decided I like

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that Life is not limited to likes and dislikes, and that in allowing myself to limit my definition of life and living to the pursuit of only what I like, and ignoring that which I don't like, I am creating and supporting Duality as judgment of positive / negative - the Duality that becomes the basis of how I use my free choice, closing myself off from the opportunity to stand as All Life and do what is Best for All - within which, what I 'like and don't like', is irrelevant, as what is relevant always is to ensure we have a world that is Best for All - not just best for those with enough money to do what they like - I just have to decide with my free will, to Stand as All Life and do what is Best for All

I commit myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to base my entire participation on Earth in the starting point of focusing only on ideas / pictures / feelings I like and that make me feel good, and I commit myself to deciding to support what is best for all by NO MORE accepting and allowing the current abusive world system to continue, and standing with those working toward a new system based on what is best for all - that give Equal Support to All, and does not justify through made up ideas and beliefs and stories why someone should remain in a condition of suffering without money

I commit myself to ensure that all beings on Earth have access to things that can make life comfortable and enjoyable - which is possible through an Equal Money System

I commit myself to stop distracting myself from reality by focusing only on things I like that make me feel good, and focus on ensuring that suffering is removed from the Earth with an Equal Money System, so that there will no longer be something I have to distract myself from

I commit myself to show how changing the world is not as easy as clicking the like button on facebook, and not as easy as making myself feel good

I commit myself to like All Life enough to consider the context of what is best for All Life on Earth, and to stop liking only that which makes me feel good

I commit myself to walking a process of Self Forgiveness to release myself from my addiction to focusing only on that which I like and makes me feel good, so I can be free to decide to focus on working toward a practical solution for this world

I commit myself to, when and as I am reading information on the internet, stop and look at my starting point in reading the information and ask myself the question - can this information be practically applied as what is Best for All? Or can this information only be practically applied as something I like that makes me feel good?

I commit myself to use my time wisely as Life - in supporting practical solutions that will make this world a place that is Best for All Life

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Desteni Life Hack: Why do we react to problems?

Communication Hack: Putting a Guard in Front of Your Mouth

Day 352: Living Equality in Daily Life - Part 3