Day 9: Imaginary Limitations of the Mind


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, as I walk my day and when and as resistance to writing and applying self forgiveness comes up, give into the resistance and rather go occupy myself with something entertaining -- and within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that I am in essence accepting that the resistance to writing and applying self forgiveness is a real, actual, limitation 'keeping me' from writing and applying self forgiveness, instead of realizing that, it is just in my mind - and that there is nothing physically limiting me from going and writing and applying self forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that if my resistance actually manifested as a physical wall in front of my computer that in fact prevented me from writing, or if a an actual physical object manifested in my brain preventing me from utilizing my ability to speak self forgiveness, that THEN I would be 'not be able to' -- but in fact, no such actual physical limitation has manifested and I actually have the ability to write and apply self forgiveness immediately in the moment when it becomes relevant to do, but that I actually choose to not do it, but use the excuse that apparently my resistance is a 'limitation' -- when in fact, I am the limitation because I actually choose to not do it, even though I could

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage my opportunity to support myself, by allowing imaginary limitations to exist within and as me

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that , as a person with money in this world, I am in the position where I have the opportunity to change, I have the opportunity to work toward a world that is best for all, but instead of doing this I have accepted imaginary limitations apparently 'preventing me' from changing, and 'preventing me' from doing what is best for all -imaginary limitations such as 'I don't want to', and 'it's too hard', and 'I don't know how', and 'it doesn't make me feel good' -- which are all things that I have the ability to change -- wherein, I could decide to take action to support life as an expression of me as Life, and delete that which I 'want' that does not support life, through self forgiveness -- and wherein, I could educate myself as to how the system works so that I could, through understanding, be able to work out how to create a new system that supports life

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that those in this world who ACTUALLY are limited in not being able to change themselves / change the system, are those without enough money to dedicate their time to a solution - those who are forced to spend each moment in a struggle for survival -- and also plants and animals that are not in a position where they have a body with which they can design a new system that would end abuse -- and therefore I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to whine and complain that I cannot change and cannot create a new world, because I believe I am in fact being prevented from doing so, when in fact I am preventing myself from doing so through accepting imaginary limitations

Therefore I commit myself to stopping my imaginary limitations and accepting the gift of my position in this world as a person with money and free time to dedicate to changing myself in stopping my patterns of self interest so that I can work toward a world that is best for all

I commit myself to investigating who in this world is in fact being prevented by the physically manifested money system, from changing themselves and taking responsibility, and I dedicate myself to bringing about a new system so that all are in a position where they can change themselves

I commit myself to stopping the current manifested money system which has become the externalization of our internal resistance to stopping our self interest and taking responsibility to do what is best for all, through first stopping all imaginary limitations within myself, so that I can make full use of my position in the system

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize and see that those who are in in a position of being physically limited by having no money and no chance to change their circumstance - those born in poverty and starvation, are showing me what it is to IN FACT not be able to take responsibility and change -- and that I can actually see that there is no real physical limitation preventing me from changing, preventing me from working toward a world that is best for all = it is only my accepted mental limitations of thoughts, feelings, emotions, resistance, justifications, excuses that are 'limiting me' -- and thus I have the opportunity in every moment to stop these patterns, delete them with self forgiveness, and change the way I live so that I am investigating how I can make the best use of my skills, my position in the system, my resources, my time, in working toward a world that is best for all

I commit myself to writing out my accepted imaginary limitations such as wants, hopes, dreams, fantasies, desires, fears, realizing my imaginary limitations are just my own self interest of not wanting to take responsibility and rather remain within a starting point of using my time and money and skills to support and entertain only myself, and deleting them with self forgiveness to finally stop spiting those in this world who are trapped within ACTUAL limitations, so that I can work toward bringing an end to the suffering of those within actual limitations.

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