Day 23: Picture Perfect Delusion

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as the picture I look like when I see myself in the mirror - instead of realizing that that is not who I am, that is part of this reality as the picture that I perceive through and as my mind consciousness system - whereas I myself am Here as presence, as breath, as constancy - but the picture is in the process of changing as my body is changing because it is made up of many cells and organs and physical things which I only perceive as the picture - and therefore who I am is not the picture in the mirror that I see with my eyes because the picture will eventually disappear in death when my body returns to the dust of the Earth and thus it is extremely limited to believe that who I am is the picture I look like, and to attach value to the way I look as a picture

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from what is here as the physical, in believing that who I am and what the world is is the picture it looks like with my eyes - instead of realizing that that which I see as the picture, which is my physical body, is made of what is here, but is only a temporary form based on preprogramming through DNA and genetics -- and that in accepting the way I see my body as just being the picture it looks like, I am accepting a limited way of seeing as I am not seeing my body as what it actually is in form as the physical consisting of billions of cells and other things coexisting in relationships

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see what is here as this world as just the picture - instead of seeing that what is here as the world is the relationships we exist within and as, and that thus in focusing only on the picture I am missing what is actually here going on as the relationships we exist within and as

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to feelings about the picture of myself I see in the mirror

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to feelings about the picture of other human beings I see with my eyes

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that to really feel is to feel what is here in and as the physical, instead of energy feelings based on values and beliefs connected to pictures 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see food as a picture, instead of seeing and considering the reality of what food is as the relationships between chemicals, atoms, molecules - the physical in form as the food, and within this considering the process required to produce the food

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see human physical bodies as pictures, instead of seeing human physical bodies as the physical in form as relationships between atoms, molecules, chemicals, the dust of the earth - and to realize that in this, I am equal with all other bodies as well as animals and nature in being made of the dust of the Earth and any value of superiority or inferiority creating a feeling within me that I attach to my body or the body of anyone else, is actually delusional

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see nature only as the pictures it looks like with my eyes, instead of seeing and investigating nature as the physical in form as relationships between atoms, molecules, the dust of the earth, and within this considering and investigating the effects on nature that our accepted relationship with nature as a picture is having

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see animals as pictures, instead of seeing animals as the physical in form as relationships between atoms, molecules, the dust of the earth and within this considering and investigating the effects on animals that our accepted relationships with animals as pictures is having

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that to really see what is here, I must be here with the physical, in the physical, investigating, considering, questioning what is actually going on and how this reality functions and has come to function - not in my mind as a picture reality which is one dimensional

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to realize that my thoughts exist as the self interest of trying to feel energetic experiences based on values, beliefs, definitions, desires connected to the pictures I've allowed myself to see the world as, and indicate I am not here in awareness with and as the physical

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to promote a false awareness based on the belief that awareness is a feeling of energy I experience within me, wherein I then only promote the ideas and beliefs that I have used to generate this feeling within me, instead of realizing that to promote awareness would be to promote becoming aware of how the physical reality functions and investigating our accepted relationships with the physical - so that we can make sure our relationships are based on what is best for all - so that the reality we see would be a reality in which life is supported

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe the story of spirituality that the physical reality is not supposed to be understood, and I am only supposed to generate pictures in my mind that make me feel good, and then project my feelings based on the pictures in my mind onto the physical and tell everyone that I am creating my own reality when in fact I understand nothing of how this physical reality functions and therefore am in total delusion, separation and ego

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blind myself to what is going on in the physical world through allowing myself to look at the world only as pictures with my own beliefs attached to them which make me feel good and justify what is going on in the world

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see and realize that my parents and teachers taught me to see as pictures with beliefs and feelings attached to them, and that my parents and teachers were trained and programmed as consumers that accept an abusive money system that abuses life in the name of self interest and profit - and that thus the spiritual lifestyle as the pursuit of feeling good through believing whatever justifies not understanding the physical world, is in the best interest of those who abuse life in the name of profit through an abusive money system called capitalism, because the money system is a physically established system, and if I do not understand how it works, I will never challenge those who abuse

I commit myself to show and expose how spirituality is actually the ultimate separation as it calls the physical an illusion because the individual when faced with what it sees in this world feels so helpless and powerless that it then creates a delusion of pictures and feelings in the mind as imagination within which it can make itself feel like it is creating reality and understands creation and then projects its imagined mind creation as pictures and feelings onto the physical and calls it a solution when in fact the individual participating in spirituality has not come to any practical understanding of how to support life on Earth with physical solutions and can only make itself feel energy through beliefs 

I commit myself to learn about how this physical reality actually functions so I can SEE what is going on within actual understanding 

I commit myself to see what is here within consideration of the physical circumstance experienced by all beings on Earth, and to stop seeing what is here as pictures with my own beliefs and feelings attached to them which justify why I apparently should not have to understand what is going on in the physical reality

I commit myself to see animals as one with me in form as the dust of the Earth, and to see our equality in essence as life - and to walk in awareness of what part of me as the physical in form as animals is experiencing and I commit myself to expose all human relationships with animals based in the ego of seeing animals as less than humans and abusing them in the name of self interest

I commit myself to see humans as one with me in form as the dust of the Earth and to see our equality in essence as Life - and to walk in awareness of what part of me as the physical in form as humans is experiencing and I commit myself to expose all human relationships based in the ego delusion of seeing some humans as less or more than other humans and abusing each other in the name of self interest

I commit myself to see nature as one with me in form as the dust of the Earth and to see our equality in essence as Life - and to walk in awareness of what part of me as the physical in form as nature is experiencing and I commit myself to expose all human relationships with nature based in the ego delusion of seeing nature as less than humans and abusing nature in the name of self interest

I commit myself to supporting the research and development of an Equal Money System with policies based on what is best for all 


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