Day 18 - Spiritual Failures: I Have Transcended The Physical



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have transcended the physical reality, in this missing such obvious common sense physical reality facts such as the fact that I am not even aware of everything going on in my own body

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have transcended the physical reality when I am not even aware of all the effects the current accepted human relationship with earth is having on animals and nature, but actually make up stories and beliefs in my mind about what animals and nature is experiencing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have transcended the physical reality when I cannot even remain here in the physical reality with my body, aware of each breath, but am constantly going off into alternate mental realities of imagination and beliefs and pictures indicating my mind is directing my participation on earth, instead of me directing my participation on earth

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have transcended the physical reality when there are memories stored as patterns in my physical body that are triggered as reactions, feelings, and emotions which possess my physical body and control me to do things

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have transcended the physical reality when I cannot even face the physical reality as it is without reacting in fearto the abuse, suffering, war, and creating feelings inside me to occupy myself with like a drug addict that gets high to be able to get through its day

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have transcended the physical reality when I exist in hope that I will be able to escape the physical reality into an afterlife that I will believe will be easier and more fun than being here in the physical reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have transcended the physical reality when I have not come up with any solution as to how to support all life on earth effectively based on the physical logistical considerations of how to provide all living necessities to all beings on earth and eliminate competition for survival and the abuse of animals and nature

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have transcended the physical reality when I see the physical reality as only pictures that I make up stories about in my mind based on what makes me feel good

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have transcended the physical reality when I believe that the reason I am here in the physical reality is to learn how to make myself feel good in spite of millions of beings suffering needlessly in an abusive world system - which only indicates that 'enlightenment' is a lie I tell myself and others, presenting myself as 'wise', and 'advanced', and 'aware', and 'awakened' - when in fact I have not 'awakened' because I spend my time in a dreamworld of feelings and pictures in my mind as an energetic video game in which I am the star character, deluding myself into believing that the picture show in my mind, and the feelings I experience, indicate that I have mastered the physical reality - when in fact the physical reality is still master of me as I need to eat to sustain my ability to participate in my mind, and I still require to participate in the money system to earn money to survive

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I have transcended the physical reality when all life is not here equal in being able to live fully because humanity is still trapped in mind bubbles through which we have isolated ourselves from each other through feelings and pictures that reflect our own self interest of whatever belief makes us feel okay while we allow the earth to be abused in the name of a capitalist system designed around enslaving humanity, animals, and nature to a profit making machine

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that the physical reality is not here to be the stage for my own personal journey of learning how to make myself feel good, but that the physical reality is showing us the truth of ourselves which is that we have not come to effective agreements about how to live here with each other, giving to each other what we would like for ourselves as co-creators honoring our equality and oneness as life, but that we have agreed that the physical reality is here for us to use in whatever way entertains us until we die, believing that when we die, we escape responsibility for the physical reality - within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that in believing that death is an escape from earth and that our only responsibility is to consider my own survival and experience while I am here in this life, that I give permission for / allow those in power and control of the earth's resources to continue abusing in the name of their own survival and experience, and that I accept that the majority will remain ignorant of how to design an actual solution as a new world system that supports life, because I am giving permission for everyone to simply accept whatever condition they find themselves in as being a tool to use to ensure their own survival and comfort and entertainment - thus neglecting those in a condition that does not even support basic survival

I commit myself to stopping my separation from the physical reality through an alternate mind reality of pictures and feelings, and commit myself to stand equal and one with what is here as the physical reality through walking the practical steps of deconstructing my mind to understand how it works, and deconstructing the agreements of humanity that have resulted in the creation of the current abusive world system - within this supporting life by exposing any agreement that is based in self interest and neglect, and sharing how we can change our agreements to create a world that is best for all

Within this I commit myself to actually standing as Life - the Life that is Equal in All, and placing myself in the shoes of all beings on earth and asking myself what kind of world I would like given to me as Life - what is required to be implemented so that I as Life as All as One as Equal am supported?

I commit myself to expose the delusion within spirituality of people presenting themselves as having transcended the physical reality in spite of the obvious evidence that they have not

I commit myself to stop myself existing as a product of spiritual stories, knowledge, beliefs - to stop existing as a character in my mind shaped by pretty words and pictures, and to become a real being that lives in awareness of how to support life on earth in the physical reality - within this realizing that I do not need pictures and feelings to support life on earth, because the actions of supporting life on earth are physical and not based on feelings and pictures as motivation, but are based on practical understanding of what it is to physical support life on earth - wherein it is my responsibility, my decision to move myself physically as a physical being without needing or requiring pictures and feelings to motivate me through hope and beliefs -- because then I would be standing as an example of a being that is actually heeding the lessons of the physical reality - which is that when we are in our minds in self interest, we do not act in ways that are best for all in the physical, and when we stop our minds of self interest and bring ourselves here to the physical as a physical being, we can then move ourselves in the physical to create a world that is best for life



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