2012 Shift: Realizing our Divine Potential
It is through our relationships with each other, with the Animal Kingdom, and with the Kingdom of Nature that we shape the destiny of all on Earth.
If we are to fulfill our potential for Divinity as a Species, each must face the reality that to give to each other on Earth what we would like for ourselves, we must give up our freedom of choice to have a collective relationship of real care.
and if we all cannot stand Equal in thought, word, and deed that is Best for All, no amount of intent of love will save ourselves or our neighbors from the infinite cycle of abuse created through the evil of neglect that is allowed in the name of free choice.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become lost in my own mind creations of thoughts, feelings, pictures, desires, dreams, hopes, because when I was very young I accepted my mind creations and mind experiences to be real, to be 'the only reality I can participate in', because - everyone else around me accepted their mind as reality, and I learned to accept my own mind as reality because that is the example I was shown.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, when I got old enough to see and understand the extent of suffering and abuse in this world, accept and allow myself to design in my mind ways of making myself feel better, making myself feel like there is a 'reason' to the suffering, because that is all I knew how to do, and that was the example shown to be by others within spirituality, within religion, within society, within family, within movies, within tv shows.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see and realize that obviously, simply designing ways in my mind to make myself feel good, is not the solution to the problems in this world, because I actually see that the problems in this world are created through us accepting and allowing an abusive world system that obviously does not work in a way that is best for everyone.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is useless to do anything but simply keep 'living my life' and designing ways in my mind to make myself feel good -- within this I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see and realize that in the very starting point of living in my mind and making myself feel good because I feel that actually changing the world is not possible, I am not taking self honest, self responsibility to investigate why I feel useless -- rather in my pursuit of ways to make myself feel good, I am continuing to accept and allow myself to exist within a starting point of uselessness -- not getting to any actual point of understanding as to how the world could be changed, because I already accepted that changing the world is impossible.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see and realize that, since we made this world what it is through our actual participation with each other based on our collective agreements, that to change this world requires first to investigate exactly what our collective agreements have been, that have brought us to this point of how our world currently exists, and then to investigate how can we change our collective agreements to agreements that consider what is best for everyone.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see and realize that within investigating how we could change our collective agreements to agreements that consider what is best for all life, designing ways to make myself feel good in my mind, is irrelevant and actually just a distraction from the work that is required to be done in considering the practicalities of how we can support each other through effective agreements on Earth.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see and realize that in a world where we all have agreed to do what is best for all, and have designed the world around the point of what is best for all, that then we will be giving to each other the best possible world for all, and within such a world I will be supported to live the best possible life I can, and therefore I will no longer need to spend my time in my mind finding and designing ways to make myself feel good, because in a world where all are supported to live the best possible life they can live, there will be no neglect to hide from.
We don't have to feel useless. We can change. Join us. We are already walking this process of Self Forgiveness and Self Change and already establishing the new Collective Agreements that will make this world the place it must be - a place that can be called Divine.